Warm Greetings To All Of You,
The Lord continues to faithfully show me my flaws, attitudes and ways that have not yet been willingly brought to the Cross so that the nature of the resurrected slaughtered Lamb may be made manifest in my mortal flesh. Though painful yet this is welcomed by me. Jesus is my only hope of glory and object worth glorying in. But fear not all! I have not backslidden. I have come to these conclusions because I seek to be nearer unto Him. Yes, the light is brighter while at His feet therefore my lack shows up more. But I refuse to run from the light that makes me aware of my need as well as my desire for Him. I join with all of you that find the Lamb worthy of all glory. May we let His rays burn away all the dross.
As I told you in the last Life In The Spirit newsletter, I am believing God that, no matter what country or state that you are in, that somehow He will make a way for us all to be together again next November for the Gathering. In my zeal I forgot to say certain other things that you need to hear. If the pandemic still rages then we will not have it except by Skype/Zoom. But if, in certain places there is a breakthrough with no risk of spread then those of us to whom this applies will try to come together. Last year we proved that we all could still be together though locked in locally. The Lord was with us and will be with us again regardless of how we proceed.
Also I made a statement that all who can come will get five hugs from me. That statement was made under the assumption that if all was free and clear concerning the virus then this would be done. For those who might have thought that my goal in saying it was to become a “super spreader,” I apologize. Jesus in this heart of mine sometimes bursts out in wild and outlandish statements that can frighten the tender-hearted.
However, that being said, in each newsletter till the date of the Gathering I will continually encourage you to join with me in faith for that date. If it is safe and possible I would love for us all to be together in order to celebrate our love for Jesus and for one another. Enough said about that!
Next I just want to thank all of you who have supported Life In The Spirit over the years. You have been workers with me in being “super spreaders” of Christ and Him crucified. However, I must address a certain issue. At the beginning of the pandemic I told all of you to stop your support for me. I made that decision because I knew that difficult and unusual situations could arise where you might need it for your own care. Well, I have found out that some of you have started your support back up again and have been doing so for a while. And some have actually even been giving OVER YOUR REGULAR AMOUNT!!! I am shocked that you are doing this!
In all seriousness I can’t thank you all enough, not merely for the money but for your hearts so full of Jesus. The finances that come in to Life In The Spirit are not merely that which we use for the ministry but are the only source Deb and I have to live on. Years ago I quit taking a salary from the church and have lived by trusting Jesus for our daily needs. The Lord has been faithful. It is that trust in Him that lets me tell you to stop giving during a time of us having no income come in. My first concern has been you, that you would be taken care of.
BUT WHAT DO YOU DO? You melt my heart with your care. You give when it is not required by me or anyone. You spread the sweet savor of Christ over me and Deb and bring tears of brokenness to our hearts and eyes. Honestly, my greatest wish is that you consider not giving anymore until we are safely through the pandemic. Do I think you are going to listen to me on this? Probably not! So all I can say is “Thank you!” Thank you for being who you are and for loving Jesus so much. You are all deeply loved.
Randy
The first is found in verse 43, in which Lazarus is spoken unto by the Lord, though he be dead: “And when he thus had spoken, he cried with a loud voice, Lazarus, come forth.” This is the most important word Jesus could speak to a dead man! The second thing I want to highlight in His words is found in verse 44, “Jesus saith unto them, Loose him, and let him go.”
He may have been so sick that he was even unconscious for many days prior to calling for the Lord. The last memory he may have had while laying on his death bed may have been the face of the local doctor leaning over him and administering some hopeful antidote. Therefore, when he was awakened out of death, but yet still wearing grave clothes, he surely must have been disoriented.
When he arose where do you suppose Lazarus’ direction took him while still bound? The answer is, “Who knows?” But where do you suppose his direction was when the grave clothes fell off? I assume he didn’t start looking around for the doctor. I imagine his eyes fell on Jesus and that his feet directed him in a straight path toward the Lord.
Jesus doesn’t just want us “dead” or even alive from among the dead. He wants us to be able to reach the table where He sits and to fellowship in what “life” really means and as to how to accomplish it. The Holy Spirit uses this story to show us what we yet lack, but if we are tired of trying because of past failures we will never see resurrection for the blessing and benefit that it really is. In that same story He said, “I am the resurrection...”. The Lord does not leave us hopeless when He told us “... that men ought always to pray, and not to faint” (Luke 18:1). Based upon that, let me suggest a prayer that we all might pray. Let us ask Jesus to change our perception of those whom we feel might be condemning us with their words and ask Him to turn these folks into the ones whom He will use to tear away the grave clothes off of us so that we might better make our way to Jesus. Feel free to personally bow and express your heart in this matter to the One who has the voice and power to bring this about. +++